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++Fish&Chips++
yo..i finally back.. my got prob so didnt blog fer sososo longlonglong liao.. happen a lot of things these few days as if i was dreaming.. got bad things and good things.. but ir seems like bad things are quite a lot... haix.. sososo stressstressstress.. both studies and relationship.. now i really tried hard on concentrating in class.. tryin to be attentive ans responsive in class... but my chem and poa.. really cannot make it.. sometimes really cant expect mi to concentrate 8hrs per day ma.. i will go mad!!!! dunno y i noe how to do te questions on the first day then second or third then i will completly forgotten wat to do?? SHORT-TERM-MEMORY!!! ARGGHH!!!!!! hate my fuckin stupid slow pathatic brain.. wats the use of the brain when it is totally USELESS??? same head got small brain indeed... i have to buck up no matter how it takes.. 47days to EYE.. omg.. 1month++ nia.. hope i got time to buck up..
recantly i didnt eat much.. firstly i wanted to save money..secondly i can go diet.. thirdly, i no mood to eat.. i recess nv eat lunch nv eat only eat dinner.. sometimes really super hungry then i eat.. haix.. always felt im a failure i whatever thing i do.. i nv win anything other than running nia.. run fast also no use.. i not becomin a national runner or watsoever.. wats the point of running fast?
a few days ago i was FULL of hope when He sms mi!!! but just dunno y.. i felt tt very disapointed and sad.. really fely tt im a loser or watsoever.. hopeless i felt.. think i have been in LALAland fer too long liao.. didnt knoe when to wake up.. (T_T) i jus really wan to know wat is he tryin to do and wat is he thinkin.. haix.. really gonna pissed mi off soon enough..